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Never Been Picked First Never had First Pick/
Always Felt good but you never felt perfect/
Then you give the most love but you never feel worth it/
How you give the most love but you never felt worth it/
Nah You never felt worth it/
Funny how the weather in the game change/
Watch a nigga fall, then you springing into action, then the summer come you never get the same thing/
But you know who we invest in
is just a reflection
I guess I don't mean the same thing to them as they mean to me.
I know you second guess yourself
Keep checking mirrors for somebody else
Hope you might see something different
but baby listen
I promise
If Nobody else in this whole world love you baby I do
Baby I do (x4)
You gotta know that you matter (x3)
I Gotta Know that I Matter? Do I even matter? I gotta Matter
I really matter man I got a purpose
Don't know what it is? But it gotta be worth it
Cause Satan Keep shooting and I keep on Dodging these shots
Like I'm batman no robin man we bout that action boss
Lynch in this bitch but I'm tired
I'll never lie
Sometimes I wonder why I even try
Will I inspire
Will I build my empire
Would I even do this if my mom was alive?
Man I got a lot of questions
I be on my Usher though
These are my confessions
I just want this for the ones that never had no help
Every thing you had to get you had to get it for yourself
Lord Knows (x4)
I done Prolly seen it all
Hieroglyphics on the wall
Painting pictures of my past
We deserve to have it all (x2)
I know I second guess myself
Keep checking mirrors for somebody else
Hope I might see someone different
but baby listen
I promise
If Nobody else in this whole world love me baby I do
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Count For Something
03:46
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If I Say Imma do it then I do it
This aint just the new wave it's a movement
They say I look like I was sweating bullets but
If I'm sweating them the bullets that I shoot with
Im a mufuckin fan? Nah I came for it all Yup
But yall can't wait to see me fall No
But on these bars dominique dawes yup
The curtains drawn hold yall applause oh
yall should (x3) watch me work
They Don't want me eating but I promise I eat
I can hear you talking but I really don't see you
I been in myzone since I was born yeah thats me
Thats why I won't make it home until the sun comes out
I been hustling every day And thats gon count for something
Studied all the greats and thats gon count for something
This is more than for the glory its gon count for something
But you gon pay me what you owe me though that aint for nothing nah
New Day Same Bullshit Like it won't stop
But no wars ever won without loss
I had Been through so much shit I must've forgot
My poppa told me I'm running this bitch before I could walk
Oh I remember where I been aint to happy where I am but I know where I'm going
Yeah I heard what you said, Idle threats, all the bets, aint no furniture moving though
The boy still standing with the same fam that was with me back when we aint have nothing
Its the creme de la creme all we want is the win after win after win after win we like oh
Must be doing something right
staying home on them summer nights
put that work in I know you like, baby tight, she be like, is you coming home soon? No boo, not until the money right, true, nobu anytime
Soul food every night, whole foods budget right, young boy living life, every day a different fight, but no great things happen over night so I'm like
yall should (x3) watch me work
They Don't want me eating but I promise I eat
I can hear you talking but I really don't see you
I been in myzone since I was born yeah thats me
Thats why I won't make it home until the sun comes out
I been hustling every day And thats gon count for something
Studied all the greats and thats gon count for something
This is more than for the glory its gon count for something
But you gon pay me what you owe me though that aint for nothing nah
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WTF am I doing?
03:02
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I aint got a 401k but all of my friends do/
Haven't opened up a savings but I truly intend to/
This growing up thing happened way too fast man
I think I missed the class on that but
It seem everybody else finally figured it out
And I'm still staring at the same door so lost at how
I could got so behind/ everyone when I'm in the same line/ at the same time/
man sometimes it feels like the wrong side of 25/ the wrong side of 25/
Can't believe how fast time really flies
Swear I don't know how I survived/
I did so much dumb shit I can't recall it/
But some how I came still out solid/ hit the kk/ Chugged some bottles/ popped two mollys/ hella coughing /barely walking/ it's too often/ wtf am I doing ?
Am I just waiting sitting here waiting for things to get better?
Even though I swear I really no better.
I gotta get on it, get on it, get on it, get on it, get on it like.
Grinding Grinding is all that I know
How I'm boosie but too boughie to do me worried on who's at my show
On some serious shit does this ever get easier though
Cause I can not see myself quitting it's shine or die trying with my luck it's probably both
Watching my friends start to pass me
that gap gettin wide like I'm backing up
you ever wonder if your dreams and reality will actually ever start matching up
Only you know when your move is right
Find your own love cause that love is light
Stop complaining/ never settle/ fuck the stars and reach for heaven/ fall on blessings man
WTF Am I doing?
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